My Life without Me

Crossing forty and looking back

Am a house wife..

Oh no no , a new monicker

Home maker

See everything is politically correct

Atleast in writing

Taking care of family happily

I think so.

When i look back

I was my Father's daughter

I was my Husband's wife

Now

Iam my Kid's mother

In future

I will be some grandmother.

But where am i?

Oh i was me for few years

When i was in college,

I was the best of me

Exploring new me

Adoring friends,

Doting teachers

Secret crushes

Had the best days of me

Oh

Actually I was me

Even when i worked 

I had the better days of me

I was called my name

I was treated as me and equal

I had super fun as super woman

A woman for all seasons and reasons

Now,

I just miss those days,

I would love to be me

I dont want to be somebody's 

I want to be called as me.

Above all else

I want to find my new Self