At Peace

I'm just overwhelmed and 

want to hold your hand. 

You know a sense of completeness 

is what I feel

There is this someone 

Who has fully taken over 

my mind, heart and soul

Im right now feel to shed tears 

not because I'm sad, angry or anything... 

My tears are out because 

I'm happy and I'm at peace. 

People will say when 

they encounter stillness of nature, 

When they are able go merge within it, 

Will be able to feel at peace 

and will know what that happiness is. 

I feel like that. 

I thank you from each and every cell of mine, for being presence in my life. 

I could go on and on... 

But the truth is...... 

I found myself by finding you. 

As real as it gets

You are real

I'm real

My love is real

No wonder what you feel is so real

Look up from your bed

Open up your eyes

Look deep into my eyes

You can see me

Looking deep into your eyes

Saying what I wanted to say always

You will hear what you wanted to hear always

We have become one and the same

Two bodies with single breath

Sweat coming out of your face

Your cheek becomes pink

Your lips searching for mine

My hand holding your hip

I can hear your heart pounding

Wanting to hold on to me forever

In an embrace tight enough

For our souls to ember

An Evening to remember

A table for 2 in the shore, 

Sometimes waves come flirt with the table

It's a full moon day, and table reserved.. 

Im waiting for you to come expectantly

You come in a beautiful white dress...

You come and sit with me in that table.. 

Suddenly the entire place lightened up with your beaming smile

I handover a white flower to keep in your hair..

I keep wondering which is brighter

The full moon or your face

I wonder which has the unbelievable fragrance

The flower or you

It's a beautiful evening.... 

Which deserves a drink to cherish

The waves were so jealous after you came, 

They started to flirt with your feet...

We whisper so low, the waves are stopping to listen

The candle light in the centre dancing to the tune of our breathing

I just melt in the moment looking at your face

Which has been lit by the moon...

Holding your hand.. 

Playing with your fingers

Removing your falling hair from your face

All I say is.... 

You are the one I meant to be with

The waves are bored as you don't give them attention

As your entire gaze is on me..

The cheeks turn pink when I whisper something to you

You just come slightly towards me.. 

My lips brushing your cheek

Raising the hairs in your arms

I'm going into a trance...

With the concoction of your presence

You smile

Your fragrance

I get up from my chair... 

You wonder why??

I just go behind you

Bend down and touch your shoulder

Plant a kiss on your neck behind ears

Then slowly put a small silver chain in your neck with a Phoenix bird pendant

Take your hand and get you up

The moment a Bryan Adams song plays...

I put my hand around your hips 

And we start swaying to the music...

We are so close together

The waves are blushing and retreating back..

You look up my face

I could see the shining moon in your eyes

And I plant my lips on yours

The moment is sealed in our heart and mind forever

I want you

Oh baby

I want to be the hair when you play with it

I want to be the spects when you read with it

Oh baby

I want to be the sweat when you run

I want to be the smile when you have fun

I want to be the words when you swear

I want to be the hug when you fear

Oh baby

I want to be the sheet when you are cold

I want to be the breeze when you are hot

Oh baby

I want to be the heel when you kick

I want to be the lips when you lick

I want to be the fingers when you suck

I want to be the drink when you sip

Oh baby

I want to be the dress when you go out

I want to be the food when you eat out

I want to be the air you breath in

I want to be the bed you sleep in

Oh baby

I want to be your everything

I want you be my everything

Oh baby

I want you be mine

Wanderer

Wandering aimlessly searching for where to go

When you feel you reached your destination

You have to stop the search there

If you dont stop or you are not welcome there

You will always be a wandering soul

Without finding the inner peace. 

Oasis

When you wander in a desert searching for the elixir

From the distance you will find an oasis waiting for you

An oasis which is going to satiate all your thirst

An oasis which will welcome you with all its heart

An oasis you finally call it as your home

With all your energy you go towards that 

believing you finally reached your destiny. 

When you are near to it, and if it is yours

You will exhilirate and immerse yourself there

Finally resting at the place you belong. 

But if it is just a mirage

You will lose all your energy to travel further

You just let the desert subsume you 

and become part of the desert you want to escape

Dignity in dying

We all strive to lead a dignified life

Dignity plays a major role in our day to day life

Dignity in earning

Dignity in relationships

Dignity in growing old

When we grow old

When our health doesn't cooperate

When we require others for basic bodily needs

When we lost all hope for an independent life

When we are at the mercy of others

The dignity is stripped away layer by layer

And 

We are left naked, both body and soul. 

So where is dignity in dying? 

Is it embracing death contently

That I lived mine and you live yours. 

Is this the way of showing dignity to the living

that the end is not fearful. 

Caregivers

We ensure that we emphasize

The dignity while living.

But what about

Dignity in dying?

Why we are reluctant to 

Send our dear ones in a dignified way

Why we just prolong their life? 

Which is Invasive and painful to them

Why We are unable to let them go? 

Are we unable to cut the emotional bonding

Or

Are we emotionally stable by holding on to them

Or 

Our life's meaning is dependent on them

Or 

Are we conditioned to feel guilty for letting them go

Why can't we make their last journey

Painless, dignified, emotinally less draining and soul enriching to them as well us. 

Dignity in dying is as important as dignity in living